Words from a broken a heart.

Words from a broken heart. You ever loved someone .. But couldnt ? Because of all of the things that you've been through in the past its cost you the one you love soo much ? Im very new to this. I have just gotten out of a relationship with someone that I can say I was honestly in love with . There was soo much wrong with us but my love for her grew through every ups and down that we've had. Im soo hurt right now so I believe me blogging this will help me through everything. One thing I can say , is relationships are lifelong learning lessons that you go through no matter how much you love someone it all matters at the end of the day who do you love more. You ? Or them ? It hurts sooo much right now .. but i love me more then too get hurt in the end. I fucked up and it caused us to be where we are now. I hope anyone that reads this understand how blind love is.